Thursday, January 19, 2012

Can't hide it anymore...!

First of all, i would like to apologize to all my TTC friends here for hiding something big all this while. I've been waiting for a right time to reveal it and i guess finally the time has come.

Pic source: Google
As some of you who already can guessed it, yes, we are having twins. It was my childhood dream to have twin kids and Alhamdullillah after all the struggles, Allah made it possible for us.

Here's the chronology of it

While im in my 2ww after the IUI, i kept on talking to the babies (since i had 4 good follicles) and really hoping for twins although i dont even know whether my IUI will be a success or not. I even created a ticker before i test the UPT.


I had my first ultrasound during 6 weeks when i had a terrible morning sickness. Doctor scanned and said that there is 2 sac and one with heartbeat and another without heartbeat.


The only thing that i can think of after the ultrasound was, i always wanted twins, its OK, at least i can see the both sacs together in the ultrasound and at least 1 has heartbeat and i was praying for the one that has heartbeat. 

When i was in 8 weeks into pregnancy (6th September), i had some spotting/bleeding. So went to HKL and after a long procedure and scan, the doctor said they can see 2 sacs too and 1 still doesnt have heartbeat. So the bleeding is because the one that doesnt have heartbeat is about to vanish (vanishing twins) and i should expect the bleeding to continue for few days. - Again i console myself and praying for the one that survived! 

On the very next day, we had our appointment at LPPKN. Mr hubs asked me whether there is chance for both babies doing ok and i just replied i dont think so since the HKL doc said the one is on the way to vanish. 

We told Dr G everything that happened and he just listened. Mr hubs was waiting outside when the ultrasound took place. To my surprise, Doc G confirms that there is 2 babies and both babies has heartbeat and both are active. I've started to cry and both my knees were shaking. Nurse asked mr hubs to come and when the doc showed him both babies and he smiles to his ears. His face is still in my mind, he was just so happy. Its really a miracle moment for both of us.

So, we knew we are having twins during our 2nd month. We decided to hide it from everyone including family members. Till now, only my parents, sister and some close friends knew that we are expecting twins. 

Actually we've wanted to wait till the babies are born to reveal this secret to TTC friends, but since the complications for twin babies is high, we need your prayers. I've reached the 7th month and its consider that the babies can be out anytime. The risk is higher.

We hope, everyone that reads this entry will pray for the safety of the both babies and the mother (me). Again, i am sorry for hiding it too long.

Miracles Do Happen! 

Allah Answers your prayers in 3 ways.
He says yes and gives it to you.
He says no and gives you better.
He says wait and gives you the best.

30 their rebelling minds:

A*nY said...

Alhamdulillah=)

yannie bunny said...

congrats mira! Allah says wait He gives u 2! ;)

so happpyyy for u. Insyallah suma selamat. ;)

Lady Mira said...

A*nY & Yannie - thanks :)

Myself said...

OMG..meremang bulu roma i sambil air mata bergenang air mata baca ur story nih.kebesaran Allah kan..congrats again!saya doakan agar kamu bertiga selamat...amin!

JayFarhana said...

Subhannallah dah 7 months rupanya! hehehe congrats sebab terer diamkan benda ni until 7 months! its a hard thing to do bebeh! congratulations! insyallah semuanya selamat :D aminnn

blossom said...

Congrats..hope everything goes well..insyaAllah..amin takecare :)

Mamanurin said...

nak peluk Mira kuat kuat...nak mabik berkat twins!!! sgt gembira sampai keluar airmata!!! nak cakap apa lagi yer? arggggg mama happy for u dear

sweet tooth said...

congratulation dear! Insya-allah, semua selamat :-)

BouncingandCherubic said...

Wow bestnya Mira dapat twins..Rasa indahnya..Moga selamat semuanya ya..Doakan kami juga..

ibuwannabe said...

Ya Allah..congrate..moga dipermudahkan utk bersalin nanti..happy for you ;)

Mrs.ShiZni said...

Am crying for you here Dear! Double blessing! Berkat sabar....dan penantian yang panjang.
Semoga dipelihara, kamu dan mujahids yang bakal menyerikan dunia InsyaAllah. Wait for aunty Shida to visit you all lagi 2 tahun ye!

Every time babies kicking please pray for me here. My husband now selalu termenung, make my heart break into pieces everytime.

♥ Ambia Aziz-Suhaimi ♥ said...

I'm crying for u too....I'm so happy to hear about the twins will arrived soon...hope everything will be fine....

Mrsboxz said...

LadyMira, still remember yr handmade card smpena mother day to me?Msa tu sy dpt, I cant stop myself drpd rsa sdh sgt2...kad tu diltk ats meja dlm bilik kami berdua dan sepjg Hannah dlm prt..kami tgk hr2,bg kekuatan dan stiap kali lps solat mmg terpndang kad itu...stiap kali juga doa2 dititipkan utk LadyMira..syukur sgt2...from yr story, Mama skrg pun berangan nk twins jgak sbb walau mcmana hbt puncabaran membesarkan anak, anugerah ini tdk terhitung dan ternilai dgn kata2 indah dan manisnya...all the best utk LadyMira, Takecare yer

PhatLady said...

SUBHANALLAH...


saya yg baca saya rasa mcm nak nangis....

saya dah menunggu 6 tahun utk merasa saat2 itu...Semoga lepas nih giliran kami pulak..

Amin..

Lady Mira said...

MySelf - Allah tu Maha Pemurah kan ... thanks for the doa...

JayFarhana - have to. mmg payah nk hide tp byk hati perlu dijaga :)

blossom - thanks yeah

mamanurin - jom hugs. moga perjuangan mama juga akan berjaya.

sweet tooth - thanks dear

BnC & ibuwannabe - Thanks... doa mira sentiasa bersala kalian

Mrs Shizni - terima kasih. insyaAllah mira akan doakan... i know the feelings... plz jgn putus asa.

Ambia - thanks dear

MrsBoxz - terima kasih for the doa's.

PhatLady - insyaAllah your time will come too! Jgn loose hope. Mira sentiasa doakan utk kawan2 ttc.

MommyAgharr said...

Alhamdulillah Lady Mira,tahniah.. Org lain baru nak dpt ank no 2 tp Mira Allah terus bg dua baby skali gus..hihi.. snang laa lpas ni bleh rehat panjang2 jg twins..hehehe.. Jaga diri ngan baby baik2..InsyaAllah.. Allah sntiasa mnjaga Mira.. Alhamdulillah..

Lady Mira said...

MommyAghar - berkat menanti zuriat hampir 5 thn, Allah bagi dua terus. Terima kasih... moga baby mommyaghar pun sihat dan sentiasa dilindungi olehNya

julie@julianamnoor said...

Alhamdulillah Mira..betsnya dapat twins ni.recently ramai jugak kawan2 terdekat dan junior2 dapat twin..take care ye..:)

~LeeyanaRadhi~ said...

alhamdulillah..big congrats for both u n hubby..

sy doakan semoga mira n kedua baby selamat n sihat =)

take care mira :)

Lady Mira said...

Julie & LeeyanaRadhi - thanks... moga kalian akan kecapi impian itu juga insyaAllah.

Sizuka said...

Tahniah! =)

Lady Mira said...

terima kasih sizuka :)

rAtu saLju™ said...

barakallah fi kum..
semoga anak yg lahir kelak menjadi soleh & solehah...

doakan saya pula lepas ni :)


love..
ttcians

Huszaini Haron said...

jom join group kembar di FB. boleh share pengalaman dengan ibu2 kembar yg lain

www.facebook.com/dianugerahkan.kembar

Lady Mira said...

ratu salju - terima kasih. doa sy sentiasa bersama ttcians :)

Huszaini - dah lama join group tu... slalu jer lepaks sana :)

Umaira + Umar said...

Salam kenal dari Umaira.Dah follow blog u
Im ttcians too...
congratulation dear!

Lady Mira said...

thanks Umaira + Umar. Moga ur perjalanan ttc juga berjaya :)

snowonpinetree said...

salam perkenalan

mintak izin follow ur blog ye

:P

IkhaNain said...

salam
i baru ikut blog u...
alhamdulilah, bjaya jgk u...hope i pun akan dpt anak kembar mcm u...:)...i bru mula TTC dlm mggu lps..:P...

Lady Mira said...

snowonpinetree - salam perkenalan jugak... boleh jer follow :)

IkhaNain - wsalam. terima kasih. Moga ikha dikurniakan rezeki ini juga nanti. amin