Wednesday, October 12, 2016


I miss blogging. Time has changed. Lots of blogger has quit blogging for the past 2-3 years and has moved to Facebook and Instagram.

Me on the other hand, stop blogging for good. Been busy with work and kids. Once in a while will drop by to visit the blog and other blogroll.

I missed lots of stories. TTC stories.

               Some has naturally conceived and delivered.

               Some conceived and delivered via treatment.

               Some has successful adoption.

               Some has separated.

I am here again just to wish all the TTCian who has succeeded no matter via which option.... i am so happy for you.


and for those who still in the roller coaster of trying, keep on trying.

Success is a failure that tried one more time

Friday, March 28, 2014


Allah has given us another chance. Currently im expecting and already in 2nd trimester. Alhamdulillah. Conceived all naturally with the help of BBT Chart, OPK's, habatussauda, Folic Acid, EPO, clomid and PRAYERS.

I have no guts to announce it earlier since this pregnancy had some complication from beginning. Bleed at 5 weeks and was put on Duphaston. Terrible morning sickness just like the first pregnancy and it bleed again on 12 weeks. Currently on Duphaston again.

I feel guilt for not sharing this news with my fellow TTCians. I am sorry for this news. I always pray for the ttcians. Infertility sucks! May Allah open the rezk for all of you too.

With this, i am not going to update this blog anymore.

Monday, February 10, 2014


With my office work. Im stucked. No Helper. Feel Lost.


Thursday, December 26, 2013

Just bought...

For my reference

My Fault

A day leave on Christmas day gave me ample of time to think what actually went wrong and i've got my answer.

  1. Though my average Cycle Day is 33, the longest CD i've had for this year was 42. Means i do hv couple of days before actually i can say i am due.
  2. Using the opk doesnt really helped me to determine my peak days since it doesnt shows double line when i THOUGHT it should and i just ASSUME i ovulated on certain day. 
  3. What actually happen was, i ovulated 6-7 days later than it should me so i actually missed those fertile periods. and thats when i got the faint line on pregnancy test.
  4. When i THOUGHT i ovulated, i discontinued to charting my BBT. 
  5. Maybe i didnt ovulate at all
All the mistakes was from my side and i've been having unwanted stress for no reason. Actually i am just over excited to get pregnant naturally... thats it. nothing else.

CD38 today and when the AF arrive, i might be going to LPPKN again. Just that, i want to request for female doctor this time if possible. 3 years ago when i first started my treatment, Dr G was my only option. Now i may try my luck again.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

AF ... plz come

Received faint positive upt last week for 2 days...
very faint 2nd line

 then it gave me -ve till this morning.  maybe its chemical pregnancy... but hey... where's the AF??? CD36 /19dpo. The nausea killing me. Just show me your ugly face dear AF!

I am tired of waiting. I am tired of all the pg symptoms that im having. I am tired being tired.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

TTC #2 with clomid

Bought folic acid and clomid from pharmacy.

Folic Acid 5mg  (30 tablets) : RM 3.8
Clomid 50 mg (10 tablets) : RM 46.8 after less 10%
Total: RM 50.6
Both from different pharmacy

Folic Acid 5 mg (30 tablets) : RM 1.5
Clomid 50 mg (10 tablets) : RM 36
Total: RM 37.5

CD 1 : 19 November 2013 

CD 2 (20Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 3 (21Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 4 (22Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 5 (23Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 6 (24Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD7 onwards - folic acid and habattussauda 7 seeds. Tested OPK everyday.


Yesterday, on CD 29 / 12dpo and i just felt pregnant. Would that be really possible without seeing a gynea for follicle tracking and so on? I dont know...

Tested this morning and its a BFN