Chatted with my best friend (male) on Friday night. He married end of last year and his wife is currently pregnant. Since i’ve known that she’s pregnant, i dont talk to him much coz i might not be a supporter for him when he talk about pregnancy and so on. So here’s the conversation – in Malay.
Report · 8:34pm
hi
pikabo?
hws life?
dah ada baby?
Report · 9:16pm
im ok n still without bby
Report · 9:21pm
yeke ok...senyap ja
Report · 9:28pm
yela, xmo ganggu hg
mesti hg bz sokmo
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awatlak?
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bini kan preg
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tak jugak...
itu betol...
bru p check up kat specialist...
no problem...
Report · 9:29pm
bilaa due?
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18/08...
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ooh ok
Report · 9:30pm
tak p mana ka?'
Report · 9:30pm
xpun
actually aku saja menyendiri to be in my own cave
Report · 9:31pm
y is dat?
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xtau camana nk ckp
im in a state where its diff to face ppl in daily life
Report · 9:32pm
y?
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so aku menyendiri
and feels better
erm..
Report · 9:33pm
hg kat mana lani?
Report · 9:33pm
kt umah la
mana lagi
cam soklan hg td
its a sensitive q for me
aku xsalahkan hg
tp its difficult for me
Report · 9:34pm
rileks la...
ada kebaikan lain kot...
Report · 9:34pm
i know
aku pun faham
but.. its hard to swallow those yg br kahwin smua preg
mungkin sensitivity laki lain kot on this matter
so i need time to convince my mind
tu jer
mesti hg tak faham apa2 kan
hehe
Report · 9:36pm
actually
mmg pressure kot
Report · 9:37pm
sgt2
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apa solution skarg?
Report · 9:38pm
solution nya... i see the hikmah for not having kids yet and maybe i might not have any in future
mungkin akan ada...when the right time comes
Report · 9:39pm
aku dekat bk5
dok cari umah nak beli
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cuma aku perlukan strength untuk menghadapi idup seharian ni
Report · 9:40pm
minum milo
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blah la hg
minum milo buat per
and now i envy of ur life
:p
Report · 9:41pm
y?
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settled and now dok cari rumah plak
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setlled?
on in heaven/hell
jgn tertipu ngn dunia
:)
Report · 9:42pm
dunia is still important gak
Report · 9:43pm
live like waiting for a bus...
sedikit yg cukup utk bersyukur lebih baik dri byk dan melalaikan
aku tak suka tgk hg dok sedih2...
nti kita bual lain...
aku nak p mandi kuar...
catch u later...
This friend of mine, never failed to make me feel good. Its a big word “Jangan tertipu dengan dunia”. Im searching so many answers for so many questions in this world and he gave me one answer. We tends to see other ppl’s happiness and their beautiful life but we never realize that dunia is just temporary and there is something far more better waiting in hereafter.
Thank you G for the short conversation and sorry for putting it here (i did edit some of it). Its for me to look back and get my strength again and again each time i fall.
