AF ... plz come

Received faint positive upt last week for 2 days...

very faint 2nd line

 then it gave me -ve till this morning.  maybe its chemical pregnancy... but hey... where's the AF??? CD36 /19dpo. The nausea killing me. Just show me your ugly face dear AF!

I am tired of waiting. I am tired of all the pg symptoms that im having. I am tired being tired.

TTC #2 with clomid

Bought folic acid and clomid from pharmacy.

Folic Acid 5mg  (30 tablets) : RM 3.8
Clomid 50 mg (10 tablets) : RM 46.8 after less 10%
Total: RM 50.6

Both from different pharmacy

at LPPKN
Folic Acid 5 mg (30 tablets) : RM 1.5
Clomid 50 mg (10 tablets) : RM 36
Total: RM 37.5


CD 1 : 19 November 2013 

CD 2 (20Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 3 (21Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 4 (22Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 5 (23Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD 6 (24Nov2013) : Clomid 50 mg (2) + folic acid

CD7 onwards - folic acid and habattussauda 7 seeds. Tested OPK everyday.

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Yesterday, on CD 29 / 12dpo and i just felt pregnant. Would that be really possible without seeing a gynea for follicle tracking and so on? I dont know...

Tested this morning and its a BFN

IUI #1 vs IUI #2

Just want to share few things that happen/ I did during the first IUI and the 2nd.

1st IUI

2nd IUI

Very nervous 3 good follicles Went to loo just before the IUI procedure DH's SA count 40 million The IUI procedure was quite painful when the speculum was inserted After the IUI, went to loo again Went back home with motorbike Took rest for the rest of the day No intercourse after the IUI BFN  Had my menses on 11dpiui

Started to take Evening Primerose Oil, Habatussauda and Goats Milk 4 good follicles Mentally prepared since its the 2nd IUI DH's SA count 40 million I was reciting the Doa Zakaria and Doa Yunus for the entire time i was in the lab The IUI was less painful - i guess the Doa Yunus played the role Didnt went to loo for 2 1/2 hours after the IUI Went back home with cab Took rest for the rest of the day Had intercourse the next day of IUI to increase the chances  No period up to 16dpiui BFP

I'm not sure which one has helped but thats what i can conclude on the differences on both IUI's.

Pregnancy Tester

Early years in my married life, i used to buy pregnancy tester … and i always get the negative answer. When been getting BFN (–ve) back to back, finally i decided not to buy it anymore and i have one balance which i bought 2 years back.

Recently check the expiry date and its about to due and i just used it when I'm on my period… reason being, i know the result will be BFN after all :) So, no more disappointment.