2nd

Allah has given us another chance. Currently im expecting and already in 2nd trimester. Alhamdulillah. Conceived all naturally with the help of BBT Chart, OPK's, habatussauda, Folic Acid, EPO, clomid and PRAYERS.

I have no guts to announce it earlier since this pregnancy had some complication from beginning. Bleed at 5 weeks and was put on Duphaston. Terrible morning sickness just like the first pregnancy and it bleed again on 12 weeks. Currently on Duphaston again.

I feel guilt for not sharing this news with my fellow TTCians. I am sorry for this news. I always pray for the ttcians. Infertility sucks! May Allah open the rezk for all of you too.

With this, i am not going to update this blog anymore.

AF ... plz come

Received faint positive upt last week for 2 days...

very faint 2nd line

 then it gave me -ve till this morning.  maybe its chemical pregnancy... but hey... where's the AF??? CD36 /19dpo. The nausea killing me. Just show me your ugly face dear AF!

I am tired of waiting. I am tired of all the pg symptoms that im having. I am tired being tired.

IUI #1 vs IUI #2

Just want to share few things that happen/ I did during the first IUI and the 2nd.

1st IUI

2nd IUI

Very nervous 3 good follicles Went to loo just before the IUI procedure DH's SA count 40 million The IUI procedure was quite painful when the speculum was inserted After the IUI, went to loo again Went back home with motorbike Took rest for the rest of the day No intercourse after the IUI BFN  Had my menses on 11dpiui

Started to take Evening Primerose Oil, Habatussauda and Goats Milk 4 good follicles Mentally prepared since its the 2nd IUI DH's SA count 40 million I was reciting the Doa Zakaria and Doa Yunus for the entire time i was in the lab The IUI was less painful - i guess the Doa Yunus played the role Didnt went to loo for 2 1/2 hours after the IUI Went back home with cab Took rest for the rest of the day Had intercourse the next day of IUI to increase the chances  No period up to 16dpiui BFP

I'm not sure which one has helped but thats what i can conclude on the differences on both IUI's.

Does miracles happen?

I dont want to drag much.

Yes, i test it at home first and it came out double line in less than 2 minutes. I just cant believe my eyes and my whole body was shivering. Alhamdullillah... finally after 4 and 1/2 years, my first BFP ever. Doctor confirm it again today. Millions thanks to all my TTC friends who keep me strong along thing journey and say my name in your prayers. I pray for you guys too. Hugs ppl!

PS - Those who know me personally, please keep this as secret for time being since its too early to spread the news. Im just 5 weeks and me and DH is very scared. Its not an easy journey to get this BFP. For now, we decided only to inform both our parents, thats all... not even the siblings yet.

PS again - I am sorry if this update  hurt my dear ttc friends in any way. I've been there for years and do understand it. Its nothing wrong to feel the way you are feeling right now. InsyaAllah your time will come soon.